Feeling.......Um, idunno....

I wanted to post something on here from a different website, but the computer doesn't wanna work for me, and, so I'm gonna post something else. I wrote these a while back, and they're both untitled. And I'm also kinda moody 'cause of the weird dream I had...Anyway, on with the writing!

Untitled 1:

Your rules,

I said this won't be easy,

You said let it be,

Made it sound so simple,

But in reality,

We've got tonight,

Have to take tomorrow as it comes,

You said we were alright,

Now every thing's undone.

I pushed you out,

You forced your way back in,

Knowing you made it hard,

My most delectable sin.

Inhibitions,

Indecision,

Confrontations,

Falling away,

Words of wisdom,

Here and now,

Tomorrow versus today.

We hit a bend in the road,

The smooth ground long gone way,

Though I warned you, you were told,

I'm so selfish, but I hope you'll stay.

My damaged soul,

Can now be whole,

And when you're near,

The pieces fall together.

I can't stop now,

I'm on a roll,

I want you here,

At my side forever.

Well.

Your rules,

I said, no, this wouldn't be easy,

You said, let it be,

Made it sound so simple,

But in reality,

We're got tonight,

Have to take tomorrow as it comes,

Well, yeah, you said we were alright!

And now every thing's undone.

So now that you know all of me,

I don't think I'd have it any other way,

I hope you stay.

Untitled 2:

No matter how hard you try to block it,

A memory or two,

A feeling or a few,

Will somehow slip through,

The cracks.

You know, I remember,

the last happy,

memory,

I was younger than now,

And didn't know how,

To see things for what they could be.

Those days were peaceful,

And I wanted to see it all,

Be everything I could,

Experience the rise and fall.

And I'd swear I could see,

The days I smile upon now,

when I just wanted to be me,

But didn't know how.

I was care free, and cared for,

Home- safe and sound,

And now maybe, one day,

I can hope once again,

Those days will be found.

But for now-

I'll laugh, do stupid stuff,

Do crazy things, never get enough,

Shrug it all off.

Yell from a tree top,

Start running and never stop,

And as a matter of fact,

I think I'm better off like that.

So even though I like the past,

I'll think about it another day,

Because where I am now,

I think I'll stay...